Unworthy's Worth...

bulleh nu samjhawan aaiyan bhaina tey bharjai 

maan lay bulleya sada kahna chad dey pala arayian...

Bullay shah was a sufi poet whose spiritual master was arayin.Now,syed is considered a high caste in punjab community where as arayin is an agricultural caste,you may say not that high as compared to syed.Ok,what my point is this that it's an old custom to discrimination of zaat.We human are so innocent that we indulge ourselves in these things and forget what to believe.Bullay shah had once this thought in his mind that he is syed and his murshad is arayin,but then what he did?

Bullay nach k yar mnaya ae

Saaray dill da kufr mitaya ae...

Abu told me this that he became proud and then his murshad snatched all anayaat.Then he danced and danced and lost in the ishq and thus reconciled.Abu was deeply involved in that kalam but when he told me this my thoughts took turn and i stared at him.There was no light so,he didn't notice my staring.I recalled those words when he said:

Syed bari unchi zaat hai,lrki!kbhi dozakh mein nahi jao gi!

I did argue and he got angry.This time i just smiled and kept quite.Like,i could point out that if arayin can be his spiritual master then we should have some relations with arayin.After all,jera sanu syed sadday dozakh miley szaiyan.What they like they say,dekha na,tum aiwaye behas krti ho!,and when i like something and points out then,batmeez!

Why?i mean why we can't accept that there's no difference between a syed and arayin and all others.Simple human with five fingers,two eyes,one tongue which does zikr.Yeah!to be realistic,i used to be prejudiced about my caste.But,time tells you where you're wrong.Isn't it?

rai sain sabni kain rab diya beparwain
sohni paray hatayian tay kojian gal layian...

Once a girl was offering prayer in college's masjid.I was not that interested in all this,at that time.So,when she invited me,too,i just asked a thing that what's your caste?she told that she is arayin.I said ok.In heart,i laughed and thought 'arayin?!'...Oh!give me a break!.If i'll do sajda it would be more superior than of her.How cheap my thought was then!..Ok,lets suppose that syeds are higher caste.But if higher then why run hair and tortoise's race.Then why they let tortoise to win the race.Sorry,abu but it's all about lagan and ishq.Your syed daughter lacks this ishq and you can't stop her if He'll throw her to hell.And you can't say to Him that 'yeh syed hai!',and you can't stop her to go to heaven who had prayed at college's masjid,you can't say'yeh arayin hai'.

'Fazilat ka myaar taqwa hai!'

'batmeez!'

And he didn't talk me for two or three days.Childishly lame!...

The man who would be arayin and who would teach me how to do sajda and how to kneel in front him.I would be his spiritual student(mureed).

So,my dear family,

Bullay chod de ilam kitabaan da

Aiwaye charyan e bhar azabaan da

Tere under bahr pleeti ae

Wazu kr ly shok shrabaan da....

When you have true love then you can lost for even arayin...And,when you're prejudiced for your caste then.....sorry!

An unworthy man become worthy only when he truly loves Him...No matter,if then you are syed or arayin.Sometimes,kaaba seems close to arayin rather than to syed.

All about ishq...

P.S:My post was going to all about some incidents that i've faced today.But then she knows how to make me drunken!did it make any sense?!