In a Corner....

I've lost those moments which i had once.Lost by me in my foolishness.I can't hold them back as they're far away from me.They can't turn back and i can't go back.A naive girl of an ordinary school and then i spent my two years in a government school.So ordinary.So many girls having fun in a class.Some were strict teachers and some were so dutiful.Study by yourself.If you'll,then ok and if not then you may go to home happily.In every condition you're valuable!

Now,i realize how sweet that life was.When so many friends force you to play hide and seek.When they all said that 'yar tum na hui to mza nai ana!'.When we all used to play antakshari and i was one of the most strong candidates.We were all biased for some other class fellows.Wo hui to mein nai!.How innocent!.I was never a punctual student.Always late for school!..I used to prefer my sleep rather than studies.No worry for assignments or presentations.A girl swaying her pony-tail in air and her empty bag,going for school.A girl who never pressed her uniform and she never bothered to comb her hair(i used to have only five minutes to prepare for school).And then went to school saying'Allah hafiz'to home.

 Today,my class fellows did fun.Singing songs,dancing and all that.I felt myself of 14.It made me to recall all those events which happened once.I realized that how i am changed now.How those moments have passed away and how that girl ,now,combs her hair and seldom presses her uniform.And how she is unbiased and how she has no interest in those childish things.But,for a moment,my feet moved,my heart beated fastly and my hands quivered when they sang.I felt myself again a little girl,unaware of any disaster ,singing like a bird and her eyes are filled with so many dreams.Everything is cleared now.But i am a simple,common and ordinary student of life.Who might scream if any little boy give the pack of chips to a little pretty girl.And who might not fight if any of her friends requested her to do so.I am learning how to stay calm and peaceful.I am a background character of this stage and i am satisfied with it.

You'll find me in a corner if you want a rock-and roll or any hardcore or any other type.I am nothing.I am so common.Nothing special.Just a simple girl with simple thoughts!