Randomly Unique...

If i talk about myself then just now i am trying to make a symphony.A melody that might be unheard by you all there.But its somewhat mirrors my thoughts.I am watching the garden through the window,abu is listening the recitation of Quran,mama is fighting with her thoughts.Yeah,she is a holy woman who has intuitions.And so innocent she is that she fears of them.She says it makes her ill.Then she asks me that what is this all!and i just keep quite and when she insists i tell her that it is called wajad...

But mein to bohat gunhgar hu!!

It stabs at my heart.No!you're not!you're so pure!but i just stay silent and she insists...

Meri tbiyat hrab ho jati hai,ayesha!shayad mein pagal hu!

Nai!ap nahi ho!bs ik muqam hota hai lashauri ka..jha ap pr kuch baty ayan ho jati hain...bat ilam ki nahi bat lagan ki hai,bat ishq ki hai...ilam to iblis k pass b tha mama,mgr usky pass ishq nahi tha!wo farishtay se shetan bn gya.apka ishq bohat zada hai.apko pta hai ik aisa baba tha jis ne irshad ko marfat di thi jo khud bismillah b nai parh skta tha..so on and on....

Tum se bat kr k dill bohat halka ho jata hai....!!

 And i just keep on staring a thing on a wall that doesn't exist there.I see a horror movie at one point on the wall.Ishq!nafs!marfat!...so deep!so pure!i can just yearn for them.

And she has them.You know she is a kind of lady who says:

Tum dekhna aisa ho ga!

Next day,it happens so!..Next day,when she says:

Mera dill nai lgta is dunya mein,mera dill krta hai mein bs ibadat kri jau.mein logo se nai milti,ayesha.wo bhugaz rkhty hain,wo hasad krty hain.unki baty sun kr mera sir dukhta hai.

Recently,a thing happened at my sister's house.And she at that moment predicted:

This is it!

And,look that was indeed that!!

My mama has served her in-laws so well,and when my sister tells her the stories of her in-laws.She just says:

koi bat nai,baray hain keh skty hain!sabar kro jasay mene kiya!

I feel so sinful in front her.I feel so dirty in front of her.She says you know me and i think i wish i could be like you.A consistent and a kind-hearted lady!....

If i tell you about my little sister then she has every way to make you smile.She calls me sariyal and i just laugh.My abu,the man who knows how to insult ayesha.lol.He's pretty cool!And lastly,my two brothers.......lamely cute and emotional.

A Happy family.

Next month there's going to be the wedding of my cousin.And now-a-days,we talk in this way:

Mein achi lgu gi?!

Krwa lu?

kya lu?

bohat mza aye ga!

Truly,a paradise,my home is!!

I've an assignment to write and i am here just to share that i am feeling well!