On her loneliness....

You old lady!

                    

            Look!look!how tired and broken you are.!Look!you're the same one who used to be so powerful and graceful but look now!look!how you've lost all your charm and grace.How helpless and badly defeated you're.You've lost your soldiers and commands old queen.!Your strong and firm body is now worn-out.Do you know you can be dead even by my one harsh word?!....

 Come now!come!fight with me now!...look!how powerful i am and look how weak you're.Remember?!remember?!how you insulted me in the crowd?!and how i longed for your love but you never did?!oh!look!how powerless you're now and how strong i am!....

You knew me better than all others and still never understood.When others say me "choochi"(innocent) and simple it's only you who know how venomous and vengeful i am.Oh!you're so right in your guesses about me and yet we never let each others to enter in our hearts.

Did you love me?!...NO!...did i love you?!...tried but couldn't.

Oh!how you yearn for my company and look how i hurt you.But still you old woman i do sympathize with you.I made you once smile,remember?!but yet you just hated me and look how alone you're now!....

Even your soldiers couldn't understand you but i!and even my loneliness couldn't understand me but you!but look what a tricky destiny is!still we are so strangers for each others.Oh you lady!we could be lovers but we never tried.Distance was of just one pace but we didn't bother to travel and look how much it is lengthened.Look!how far we are!

Now you're in agony.Now you're feeling the pain of being left desolated and imagine you weltered flower! i am feeling it for a long time.You say the sun of your life has been set but what of me?!you also made my sun to set so early.!You,by yourself,forced me too leave you and now i am gone.Now look!how badly you're in need of me.What should i do,lady?!...should i leave you and take cruel pleasure?!.Well,i won't give you love and care because i can't.

Pray is all you need....!