Trash of my Thoughts!

                     

Tere Bahjon Dil Deya Mehrama Ve

oh keeper of my heart
   

Mera Jeona Kehre Chajda Ve..

What good is my life without you

    

Mere Loon Loon Vich Meri Nas Nas Vich

In every pore and every vein of my being
    

Teri Yaad Da Tumba Vajda Ve…

The song of your memory strums

When i think to move on,it's always you who pull me back in this hell!...I find a new place and then after a time,it seems dark to me.Constant is nothing.But,why then,you remain constant?!...I long for my punishment but you never give.Sins increase and my soul becomes impure but still you bless and i eat,drink and then sleep!...You were there when i committed a theft.A thing which i stole was my own innocence,they might hate me but you won't.You were unbelieved,at first,then was felt but now worshiped.You taught me well.You made me realize how......

And,I try to run away..memories didn't end.They haunted me and i got fainted.Every time,when i kill you,you collect the new flesh,......blood again circulates in your veins and you become a new creature....oh!leave me alone!!!

Aja Har Charkhe De Gere

Come with every turn of the wheel

Mein Tenu Yaad Kardi..

I yearn for you
   

Kade Aa Tatri De Vehre

Come to the courtyard

Mein Tenu Yaad Kardi ….

to the one who longs for you

Didn't i apologize? and that was just a little girl who did so!I beg for your kindness!

And,when i play a symphony,you don't see...Listen me!.And when i long for you to hold my hands and let me get out of all this,you don't see!...Have a look on me!

I fear,sun might be set and moon's poor light won't be of any use....

Ishq Da Charkha, Dukhan Diya Puniyan

The spindle of love, the unspun fibers of sorrow

Jiyon Jiyon Katti Javan Hon Payiyan Gunniyan

The more I spin, the more they seem to increase

 My pain increase with every hit of your shadow....My hands are still empty!

I run after you and then scream,you don't come and nightmares scare me.I am a tear of a broken heart.Soothe me...

Jiyon Tere Pyar Mein Karu Intezar Main Kisi Se Kaha Jaye Naaaaaa

Live in your love I wait for you, cannot tell anyone

Jalon Tere Pyar Main Karon Intizar Main

Burning in your love I wait for you

 Kisi Se Kaha Jaye Naaa

Cannot tell anyone

Everyday,i am loosing myself.And everyday,i realize that i've lost myself.I am dying...a silent death.After dying i am still alive.I am alive to see whether you come or not.Will you?...To whom i should tell all this?To them,who might consider me mad?or to you,who is not going to reveal himself....At the end,you'll watch me weeping and all my tears will hold my tale......

Mera Eh Charkha Nolakha Kure….

This spindle of mine is priceless

This agonised heart burns in this game of hide and seek.....