Extreme of Pain-angreji beat

I had such a sever attack of thoughts yesterday, that i was about to die.Flow of emotions got tangled in the cyclone of heart.Tears proved to be stubborn and i put my two hands on mouth,so that sobs couldn't be noticed by anyone.I had to be normal or else they might consider me "psycho"(well,they often do).I had to control myself,but couldn't find any way to get back in normal face with dumb look.

I usually ask some lame questions to people and get strange and sometimes deep answers.These questions,yesterday helped me to soothe my pain as i thought that so many people answered that extreme of pain is no pain....

I,then,competed with my tears and  started to think how to get rid of it.I had then a devilish plan.I opened my songs collection,there were so many songs.I,firstly,chose "I walk alone",but it wasn't that energetic.So,i took "mein sharabi"but it,too,was little bit slow.I,then,found the most disastrous song.A song of slangs and taboos.I found it fit and then i covered my face with my hair and wore a hat so that no one could see my red face and some evidence of pain:p.I tuned that song.

My body moved with the rhythm and when it got familiar with the tone i shrugged my shoulders and violently moved my head in every direction.I was playing with my hat and moving my hands with full force.I was fully in YO!form.Jumping,screaming made my brain paralyzed and all lame thoughts jammed....

In all this excitement i saw my sorrow,being buried in sand of emotions......

If you think my 'wound' is fake,and all my ways are pretentious then mind you!,i know how to settle myself!.....