Myself says that you are unknown......

I feel myself as a girl who has been slapped by all those to whom she loved the most.

You can never replace her...

I never meant-

I know all your games.......

Oh!so you think i am a player!.Ok.

You know!my sweet gentleman,I did-

Be off!

What?!

I am busy,can't you see?!

Ok.Do your work.

So you don't love me?

No,in fact,i hate.........

You all take me as a bitch to whom all you kick but she comes back and licks you all.I want all of you around me,loving,caring,coaxing me.But you all have your own ways to walk on.I am no one in your life.Just a mad girl who yearns for all of you.

I'd forgive you,if you forgot anything-I wouldn't mind what you did-I'd forgive you and love you.

Yes,you're a silly girl;But i never do forget things,I don't...(George Eliot-Mill On The Floss)

Sometimes,i want to scream and tell all of them:
I am alone!!!
Listen me you all,i am alone....
Hear me!

But what i say is just:

Ok....

I tried to enlarge my social contacts but got suffocation.Sometimes,i feel i am not from this world.There must be another world for me.A world where all people love me and take good care of me.Where i put my head in the lap of my lover and tells him all lame-tales.A place where i feel my feet free to run and dance along the melody.

There's no place like that.You're alone,girl!

Alone?!

Ok!

Sometimes,i ask myself that what bad thing lies in me which forces them to leave me and hate me.Lady calls me fake,that gentleman calls me fanatic,and the sir calls me selfish.

I am hateful?!

Yeah,you are!

Thanks!

I've nothing more to say as i am feeling to have a depression attack.I want to be out of all this.

I am not a player!!!!!

I'll try my level best to go to my friend's home.After all,should i see their faces again who slap me daily?!

Never...

Going to end my post.Bye.....

Kiya hai?bye!

Ayesha?!

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Crying?!

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Awwwww!!!!look at yourself!crying like a baby!...don't cry!

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They don't worth you....

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Stop crying!

Where is my maroon frock?!

What?!

In my room's cupboard or in basement's?

What the hell?!

The same frock which i wore in wedding and the girl said you're looking pretty!The same one!where's it now?!

Just now,you were crying that no one loves you,all hate you and now frock?!

I'll look so pretty in that one..!!!!

Now you're faking yourself,even,infront of me?!!!

Who you're,after all?!

Damn, i am you!

Oh!then trust me,you're going to look the most beautiful girl of the world!

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Gone....

I can never know,who you are!