Did you see him?!

I've nothing to write,i am writing because i want to kill the time.I want these lights to turn in darkness,so that my face couldn't be seen by anyone.Should i again dance like a crazy girl?!...no!...I mean i am not in that mood.I want to endure this pain.Come you man!with all your scathing thoughts and i will absorb them in my feeble body.And one day,your eyes will see me dying in front you.Would you show mercy on this poor soul?!...I guess,never!...

In summer,when i used to come home from college.In my way to home,i used to say to sun that:
"Pour all your heat on me and let me see who wins!...the warmth of my pain or your heat"

And i always found my scar on victory stand....

I have an aggressive soul in me,that's why i like him.And i have innocence,that's why i like her.Where i am?!in so many faces where i am?!...In wrath,egotism,love,loneliness,pain,mahira,zarnab,zainab,ayesha...I am the combination of so many colors and still how colorless i am....

You say,i am lame.You say,i am fake!you say,i am fanatic!.But tell me you sir,who you are?
A man of words!a hollow man with useless thoughts!..I love your innocence and cuteness but you've lost it gentleman!...Show me that man and i'll love him again...You're not him...Guide me,did you see him?!..If not,then be off!.You've made me to hate families and you know what!i am so glad that you never got your better-half's kind words!.Shucks!