I love you,you love me and a happy family with a big big hug and a kiss from me to you,won't you say,you love me too!!!

So,the whole night was full of nightmares.These are going to haunt me again,after so a long time.To whom i should tell?!...My life is such a joke,you know!...You come,talk,laugh and go and i find myself on still point.A point which has no beginning no ending.It's just a point,a still point.

Never ever in your life?

Never....


Oh!so cruel....

I had a weird experience last night.Well,now it should be a usual experience*hahaha*.I rushed to the room and tried to maintain that goodie-good smile on my face,but the words pierced my heart and i couldn't.I failed.I had to be a abu g's daughter!....

I wore an old "lehnga"(it sounds cool,lehnga)... It was red and somewhat green as well.I pour all type of make-up.Yeah,you can expect such abnormalities from me.I was singing these lines:

sajna hai mujhy sajna k liye:p

So,here i was.Looking like a bride.

Well,not exact like this,but somehow *hehehe*

I was doing this to stop the teasing of words.

Mama,how do i look?!

Mad!

Ever preshan aurat!:p

Abu!how do i look?!

Fanatic!

Expected!

Sara!how do i look?!

Wow!you know you should have done this and so on...

Gemme a break!

I,then,went to the room.

"So,you don't want to see me,ever?!...
look!how beautiful i am!let me round my body and have a look on me!!!.
 I rounded myself.
how do i look?!.
No answer.
Tell me.
Silence.
Oh!break the silence and do tell me how do i look?........

Never.....

Never....

Never.....

Never....

I almost fell on the floor.Weeping,erasing all the make-over.Washed away all the fake smiles and stuff.I came back to my senses.Alone,mad in my own thoughts.Dark room with dark thoughts.

I love you,you love me and a happy family with a big big hug and a kiss from me to you.Won't you say you love me too??!!!

Never.....

Never....

Never.....

Never....

 Never?!

ok!

Tell me momina,how do i look?!:D