A Farewell to 2012.....
"Kitna bhagu?!...Tum ne dekha nai,mein thak gyi?!mein bohat thak gyi....bohat zada!...kiya mein aram nai kr skti?!....Mein bohat bhagi hu un sb k liye..bohat zada...wo sb chaly jaty hain...mein unky bohat kareeb hoti hu,mgr wo bohat dur ho jaty hain...mein unko pass krny k liye bhagti hu un k saaye k pichey..mgr wo chaly jaty hain...bohat door..bohat zada door...mein bhagti rehti hu..or wo door jaty rehty hain...mein unky pass jati hu,wo door ho jaty hain...mein thak jati hu...mgr wo door jaty rehty hain...kiya mein itni buri hu?!...mein hasti hu mgr thak jati hu...yeh mein nahi hu...yeh koi or hai jo hasta hai...mein nahi hu... kiya mein kbhi b un sb k pass nai ja pao gi?!kiya mein asay e rhu gi?!kiya wo sb mujhse nafrat e kre ge?!kiya wo mujhy pyaar nahi kre ge?!....kiya wo meri koi bat nai sunay ge?!kiya unhey nahi pta k mein ro prti hu?!kiya wo nahi janty k mujhy dard hota hai?!kiya wo nahi smjhty k mein un sb ko chahti hu...mein chahti hu,unka sath,unka pyaar....mgr wo door chaly jaty hain or mein thak jati hu....."
-A page from my diary-
I wanted to laugh with you
We laughed together,too
Then you had to apart
And look how lonely,i was!....
I wanted to walk with you
We walked together,too
Then you called me,fake
And never cared how i break....
And i loved,too
Then you had your own ways
And i cried on my fate.........
Farewell,2012!
I don't know what the sun of 2013 is going to show me but this last sun-set of 2012,realized me that i've lost all!
"Dafa ho jao sab" :P Hahahahahahaha :P The thing is we tag a pot for a reason. Ke jab koi kahin 'Search' waali jagah pe ye words likhe ga to aapki posts aa jaayen gi saamne. The same thing we do on Google. To ab kahin koi 'Dafa ho jao sab' likhega to aapki posts aa jaayen gi. :P Hahahahahaha :P
ReplyDeleteOn a more serious note, we must lose some people to gain others. It's a way of life. And then we can't please everyone. The Prophets (May Peace be upon All of Them) had haters, too. So if someone hates you, it shouldn't depress you so much. Because it's a truth of life. If you have someone to love, you'll have someone to hate, too. Hum pyaar karne waalon se zyaada nafrat karne waalon ko apne dimaagh pe haavi kar lete hain. Just let them be yaar. If they couldn't love you, then there's something very wrong with them. And we both know, that there is. Ha ha ha ha :P
I wish you all the happiness your tiny little hands can hold. May the coming year be better than this one. InshaAllah! Aur agar kuch bura hua bhi Khuda na Khasta, then keep your chip up because after every storm is a clear day. So yeah. :)
Happy New Year, Tootee/Dainab/Jainab/Lame Aurat! :D Love you :*:*:*:*:*
And one more thing! I have been saying this to you for so long now ke this is not you! And you have no idea how much it frustrates me to see you pretending and smiling and laughing when it's not reaching your eyes. Of course, main nahi chaahti ke dukhi aatma ban ke baithi raho, but yaar even that'll be better because it's true. It's honest.
ReplyDeleteUs din remember I was waiting for you college mein, it was raining aur main Masjid chali gayi thi? I saw you enter the college with this sober expression, which was so you, and then jaise hi you entered the classroom you started joking around aur laughing and I was frustrated to the core. It's not you yaar. Though I want you to smile forever, but these forced smiles break my heart. And also boil my blood, for some reason. :P So stay true to yourself. There's nothing wrong about being depressed. It's what makes you so much more human than everyone else.
Aur bohot ho gaya bhaashan. :P
hahahahhahaha:p...to ab tum ne chori chori dekhna b shuru kr dya,mujhy?!hahhahahahha...or u know us din zarur mujhy koi dora pra ho ga other wise,i am bibi bachi,and you know na
DeleteI AM A BARBIE GIRL IN THE WORLD!:P..and if this depression makes me to dance on angreji-beat,then i love it!hahahhaha...
Pehli line mein I said 'tag a POT'. WHAT! I meant, tag a POST! Gaah!!
DeleteAnd yeah.i know you always get excited when you see my post so pot and post no matters!hahahahahahhaha
Delete2013 will bring back the things to you again, but in a new look!
ReplyDeletePain is temporary. Overlook pain, and search for love that's hiding behind them!
Sending love your way,
have a rocking year girl :)
But in a new look!!!
DeleteI'll wait:D
I wish you happiness and lots of love this year ! Do try to keep in touch and keep writing.
ReplyDeleteI am a bit tied up right now, so, I will try to come back and read the posts that you have written so far.
take care,
Thank you so much for visiting here!
ReplyDeleteAnd wish you a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!