Blue moon of the sky(Last part)

In a cold winter night she was feeling sweat in her face.She was still crying.When chill touched her body she felt pain.She,then,stopped crying.She stood and rushed towards the room where once she and ashtar played violin.She saw the violin and her body started shivering.So many memories were attached with it.She tune the violin.She was feeling already a sad melody in the air and she matched her tone with it.She tuned few words.:

I fear,i fear

In the games of tears

You may loose me!

I may loose you,

I fear!oh dear!

She couldn't fight with her tears and with a heavy heart she threw herself on the bed.She cried and cried.Her eyes caught moon through the window.

"So blue as my heart is!"

She then screamed out:

"Did he get tired when i was in need?!NO!he never!oh!why i let him to go?!

Come back my love!come back!"

She wiped her tears.

"He devoted his passion for me.What i did?!i gave him tears and pain!oh!i did it!why i couldn't love him?!I'll have to stop him."

The thoughts of "where he could be?".twisted her brain and she thought of a garden where ashtar used to stay while honnata's duty time.She ran and went there.

A tired man though he was not much old but still was looking as if of 50's.Only moon's light showed his half-face.Honnata cuddled him and both cried.

"Ashtar!i am sorry!i've decided that i'll took leave from hospital till your treatment.It's so a little time you see so a little time and you'll be fine.Till then honor me to be your eyes.We'll see the world together.But my love!don't leave me!never leave me!."

"What of your future honnata!six months are not a little time!"

"Did you care?!you cared while protecting me?!you devoted your passion and so i'll do!.I can't even think of leaving you.Hold me ashtar,hold me forever."

This time ashtar held her in his arms,and wiped her tears.Both felt peace.

"Honnata how moon looks?!"

"It's so blue ashtar!it scares me!"

"You saw it by your own eyes now show me moon by my own eyes."

"It's looking so beautiful you know,so at peace and at calm......."

Sometimes love can be helpless.But helplessness is also an aspect of love.Honnata let him to go not because she didn't love him because she couldn't see him in pain.And when she called him back he came and it's a beauty of a relation.We human beings don't do so.We go and go on.We forget so easily.They must be from heaven.

They felt each other's pains...

And their life became happy...

Sometimes,it's necessary to know each other's insecurities and absorb each other's tears.And it's necessary to sacrifice your will to make your life happy....