Blue moon of the sky (part-1)
"Why we fight daily?"
"Even i don't know!"
"Don't you think we should grow up?"
"Don't you think babies are cute?"
"Huh!let it be!"
He said and left the room and she was speechless.
Honnata wrote that she always feared of parting but the time came when she forgot this fear but Ashtar started scaring and he,then started feeling insecurities.He became like a complexed baby who was earlier a smiling baby.She says that she always saw deepness in his eyes and never noticed storm behind it.Their marriage was not going good in those days.Honnata pretended to be happy where as ashtar used to remain a silent lover.He,too,loved her but never revealed.He wept in loneliness and she wept sometimes.They met in a crowd and loved each other so much but something was getting wrong in those days.Their relationship lures me.I am studying their minds through a diary.
"I quit from this relationship"
"What??!You shouldn't!"
"Yes! but nothing is left honnata!"
"True my love nothing is left!I am going.Remember me but remember me in good words!"
"Oh!don't go!i love you so much!i am so helpless and weak don't leave me!"
"I am not going anywhere but why you do so?"
Sobs and hugs.
"Ouch!!!it was decoding!"
I was giving quiz in class and their voices was jamming my thoughts and i wrote encoding instead of decoding.How mad i am.I gazed at my wrong answer for so long a time and thought what to do and got no answer and gave it to teacher.Poor me!
Why relations are so simple yet so complicated?Why we feel that we are so close to the person to whom we love and yet we are so far from them?Why emotions are so complexed?Their relationship is like a riddle for me and everyday when i study them a new secret reveal upon me.And every day i come across to a new questions and i guess i can never get their answers.
Your writing reminds me of a movie called "Revolutionary Road" where Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet were playing the roles of a married couple..used to have similar fights as described above in this post...
ReplyDeleteI personally feel that people/couple having very different personality types will have more fights/disagreements between them- for instance, an introvert-passive-quiet man might find it difficult to cope with an extrovert-dominant-aggressive woman...But all said and done- If we have a large heart, we can embrace everything-the good and the bad, as well as the differences in personalities. That "largeness" of your heart can make you empathize with everything and anything and that enables us to ignore the faults of others and concentrate on only giving love and falling in love-whether we get love in return or not will not matter to us anymore, perhaps.
Thank you miss for considering it well:)
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