Will you listen gentleman?!

Someone has commands on my brain nerves and he pulls my every nerve and i feel pain then i put my two hands on my dead head and scream.Only then i hear the sounds of cutting.Everyday my nerves get cut and everyday i am dying.A little poison loves to spread around my heart and it aches.Everyday,tears come on eye-shore and i take them back into some space in my worn-out heart.Everyday,my hands shiver to touch you and everyday you fade,i,then,run after you but you don't stop.Everyday,i collect my words to tell you but you don't listen.I hide my self behind a wall,like a baby and notice your mood swings.I just wait for your call but you don't...

I've so many things to tell,will you listen gentleman?!