Blue moon of the sky(Part-8)

She was so depressed.Sometimes,she cried and sometimes remained silent.Ashtar entered and saw her sitting silently.She became attentive but still silent she was.

"I am sorry!"

"It's ok"

"I am sorry for what ifra said"

"Whatever she said was true!"

"Sometimes we should let the light in honnata,Stay away from the darkness of your mind and embrace life friend!"

Honnata began to red not of anger but because of something strange fear.She stood up and came close to him.

"What you know huh?what you know?have you ever seen a wound?! scratch it! and then what pain you'll feel i am going through it..put your feet in my shoes and you'll know why i love darkness and why you all people are like a winner to me and i am oh!i am so a looser!so a looser!i am tired!the road is so dark and i want to die! oh!bless me with death you God!every night you see nightmares of loosing your life and everyday you face hurdles and everytime you see undeserving people enjoying life when i can't!oh!i can't!poor me!"

She was crying like a baby and she hardly realised ashtar's presence.

"Honnata i've seen so many people around me.All face difficulties.No one is born with the tention free tag it's only the way how we hide them.Some hide them behind their laughters and some by crying as you are doing now.God takes trial,sometimes by taking and sometimes by giving.He is taking your trial by taking things.Now it's up to you how you face this trial.And those who enjoy life,is not necessary, are happy inside.Life's hurdles are tough but determination to face them boldly makes it easier for us to handle them.Cowards die many times before death and brave people never die."

"But what of people?!why they tease me so?!". Honnata asked while wiping tears.

"Don't go with people girl!they are always there to tease you and you'll never know why?!" 

His words really soothe her.She was at peace now.She really felt respect for him.And she felt a strange soberness and maturity on his face which was unknown to her earlier.She always thought poorly for him but now she respected him as he cared for her.

"Thank you!you're kind!". She wanted to say so many things but just said these words.

Meanwhile ananya and ashir joined them along with other fellows.

"Look ashtar!i am afraid that my uncle won't be able to receive me for home.Can you please give me lift?"

Ashir looked annoyed where as honnata collected her file peacefully.

"At your service madam!"

No one noticed how charming he looked while saying so...