The Inactive One....

Dearest Wonderful Girl,

I adore your thoughts for you believe in consistency.I love the way you maintain yourself.A very graceful manner in which you make world believe that everything is perfectly fine.I admire your strong-headedness.I praise every that quality through which you make world understand this false notion that you're indifferent.I entirely and solely believe in you.I have faith in you for I am another you.

I am the one who is neither strong nor weak.When you declare,you're strong I am the latent one.When you announce,you're weak.I am the inactive one.In no way,I find my self realized.I am the hidden and visible one.I am your contradiction.I reside in your inner self and feel every torment you suffer.I dwell inside the certain depressed excitements and the consequent gloom.I feel you in every possible way.I am attached to you the way heart and souls are attached.

But...

You always left me confused about certain things.I would never be able to know how and why you did that? You believe in:

Love is not love

Which alters when it alteration finds,

Or bends with the remover to remove:

O no; it is an ever-fixed mark, 

That looks on tempests, and is never shaken;

This belief of yours will lead you to more darkness.This is a sacred resolution but it will make you endure more pain for nothing.I DONT want you to get indulged in more such things BUT i want to make you believe in the remnant happiness and beauty of world.A little positivity is required to see the world through different angles.You need to be optimist.

Mercy.

I know its easier than said.But show mercy on me.Console me,for I've suffered the most.When things are determined they give you less pain.I never was fixed.I am like a variable,who in every condition feels pain.When you are happy I am stuck between pain and joy.When you get depressed its always me who bears the most.I want peace.I want a permanent state of mind where I can rest for the rest of life.

Its for Good.

You always say "This is just A PHASE of life.A whole life is waiting.So,its too little stage to feel helpless because the major traumas might be waiting"  You feel perfect.You need to get out of this.One day,you might include this chapter of life in your book under the humor section.You need to move on before the thorns start stinging in your flesh.

Run!

This phase is quite dangerous and you are left with little travel to pass it.Hurry up! Run and save yourself from the more depression.

Prayers for you.

Love...