To Capture The Depression.....

I am writing here the most depressed moments of my life.I can't turn it into a story.I am too helpless to repeat myself "I am fine!I am fine!" I am not fine,people.I am certainly not fine.I am weak.It is weakening me.I dreamt of chasing rainbows and everything that is happy.I am shattering.I am not really fine.

A few days ago,I was writing proudly in my posts that I am strong to handle things.At this moment,i deny of being strong.I am not strong.Atleast,at this moment.

I need time to heal this.I need people around myself.