My Mother is a Fish...

The word "Mother" has so many loving and positive connotation in this world.But it was never so for me.My mother and my relation is quite complicated.We never were that understanding and shared much harmony like other daughters and mothers.

Perhaps,Its my fault that I can't sustain any relation longer.I am not good in maintaining relationships which might accompany me till the death.This habit of mine has made me to leave so many people in my life.

Oh!I was talking about my mother.

Logo,We could never make things out together.I always felt a distance from her.Once,I tried to make things plain and tried to achieve a softer corner in her heart.But I found that my two sisters are more closer to her and now,its in vain struggling for the successful relationship.

My elder sister got married and younger one has left Pakistan for studies.Now,I am the only one for her in home.I thought to try again and be the one for her.But it,again didn't work.....

Perhaps,Its my fault that I couldn't be the perfect one.You amaze me mother.You really do.You have told me what I am actually to you.

Title Quote:As I Lay Dying (William Faulkner)