"The difference between my darkness and your darkness is that I can look at my own badness in the face and accept its existence while you are busy covering your mirror with a white linen sheet"

From talk-sick dark angel's blog

I don't have those deceptive words to explain that how sincere i am neither you will demand any.So,it's better to keep the things at distant.Thinking less on them that may help.Yeah,it helps.When the wise lies don't make any good to you then why worship humans than Him.He,if i am not wrong,is the best judge.So,why we sit quietly and judge others.And why we call our own supposition a good one.I am learning to heal it all with those little things that were ever unnoticed by me.I am like that baby girl who is observing the hypocrisy in the name of  kindness.I'll try my level best not to attach all this to me.

Walking on that lonely path,i was thinking why i always needed others to soothe my heart,those cries and screaming and all that just to prove how lonesome is there.Fool.Silence never accompanied me like it does now.It used to be full of words help.I am alright now.Sitting in the corner chair and staring at a wall for nothing,i am alright.No expectations,no demands and everything is ok.It should be ok.I mean why i should run for those who were never at my house.Who just loved me because i was so bechari.I know who is supposed to complaint and i know who is to soothe my pain.If i'll go to Him,He'll be purely kind.

I am totally intoxicated by a writer.Reading.Well,every word reminds me of my stages and the difference is only in ending where i was safe and she was...You can't change my thinking if i would say this world is a lair.I know it is or maybe hypocrite.Yeah,hypocrisy is best word.Well,every one is so i shouldn't blame specific ones.If it pleases them then let them be.If it soothes their passions then let their inner self know.And,it happens when your conscious blames you,you take support of fickle lies that breaks at the end and you realize how big fool you were.Well,let the time realize them and i am sure when they'll realize it they will cover it in such a splendid words that i had been lured if i would have been again a wise girl.But tis time i am going to smile.Just a little stretching of lips.

Huff!

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