To That Torture...



Undress me the way you have thought for your bride,
Shower your kisses over me with the passion 
that-
not known by any other girl in your arms
Let your lips crave for mine,
Tremble me with your touch,
Desire me for I desire you,
Let your passion flow,
Show me how can you make me glow...

To taste and lick, to touch, to flick                                                        

You pain me,

Along skin that is slick,
I long to moan with every of your kiss,

Kiss me gently and then passionately,
Crawling of your lips from my throat to chin, 
Is a dream that dreamt daily...

What is this? I cannot write more.I am depressed.I am extremely depressed.I write such words to torture myself.I write words that turn themselves into knives and then I feel abused.I cannot avoid nightmares.I don't want to feel anything at this moment.I am shattering into pieces and I can't help myself.I want to run to a place where my mind won't remind me of those things that I yearn to forget but they sting my brain.

"Purity of Hoors in Jinnah scares  me."

Yes. I am scared.I am scared by thoughts that I usually repress.I don't want to say anything and yet there are so many things that I want someone to listen to.I can never explain.I will suffer more and I don't know when it would end.

End.



Comments

  1. An interesting piece. Sorry for your troubles.

    Thank you. Love love, Andrew. Bye.

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    1. My words are read and felt.Thank you,actually.

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    2. LISTEN THIS AND THINK OF SOMETHING GOOD

      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQsQVrfEOuM

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    3. You have a fine taste of music.
      Have you listened to Pathany Khan's wajjay Allah waali taar or mera ranjhan hun koi or?
      I love listening to him in time of depression.

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    4. Thanks ..i take it as a compliment, i have listened to nearly all cheerful compositions created in past, present and (There will be no future). I have listened to all great Masters incluuding those mentioned aboce. .. ..music is boring for me now...Try to get out of depression by writing something nice about something nice

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