In My Little World...

ha ha.I don't know why I have attached this picture to such a post but then, Vivien Leigh is cool.
P.S: I want to capture myself in this pose..it is beautiful.

Such a mess I am.

I cannot behave like a normal girl. "Could have" is the phrase that wind up my shopping. You feel a strange phobia seeing those glittery and glamorous dresses that you wish to buy but you cannot wear them because they do not suit your taste. Yes. You are a typical behen ji. You are just a bathroom celebrity when in reality, you are a wife material to whom a man would marry for the sake of marriage.

You cannot be loved.

Your hair.... not growing. Your dressing... old fashioned. Your thoughts....silly. Your whole existence is a farce.

Do not talk to him. You don't deserve a man like him.

Go and lock yourself in your room. Live your life there. At least, this is the only place where you cannot be noticed by anyone.Unnoticed things remain at peace.You, surely, do not want to be critically noticed.Hide.

Go.

Lock.