A Girl Like Me...

I am an escapist.When feeling uncomfortable, I take an escape from reality and reside in my own imaginary world.That world is peaceful.It tells me what I want to hear.

I doubt if I have taken an escape from reality and now I am stuck in this world because it is telling me that my fairy tale has not been gone wrong.He feels for me and we might get married soon.

Am I dreaming?

Wake me up if I am dreaming.Tell me the truth if it is a lie.Tease me with possibilities if it is not certain.Love me if you really do.Leave me if you don't want it.Just tell me it is real and not an escape.

Do you love me?

There are so many questions that make me anxious.You won't let me go, right? You will reciprocate these feelings, right? You won't expect me to forget you and go with the natural flow.Alright?

What are you thinking?

You can think anything.You can think of it as something beautiful and ugly at the same time.It is up to you.I can only make guesses.A girl like me is easily replaceable.Perhaps, you are thinking on it.But...you are not replaceable.You are one and only.No.I am not making false claims.I am just in love with you and it is without any expectations and without searching for anything in return.Think of my devotion while making any decision.Don't say me no.Say me yes.

I am not feeling well.

Peace.