On Angst...

It requires immense patience to have the desired result from the man I love.Yes.You cannot prove yourself a child by  saying, "say me yes, please!" No.You have to give him space and have faith in him that whatever the decision is going to be, it would be the best for both of us.At the end of the day, I know he cares for me.And I know he would consider me while making any decision.

I couldn't find any difference between us except that he wears white and I wear black.It can be managed, right? 

I am actually worried about my family.I am so stupid a girl! I have told false things about him to the mother.How I will convince her once again that he is a good person? 

I don't like him.I just don't like him! He is lame.All the time, he tells you how heroic he is.Mother! he has refused to teach me just because I didn't agree with him and yes he humiliated your brother once.Shame! 

I knew she liked him and I just ruined everything, deliberately. (Well, I didn't see it coming)

Greet him.He is your teacher.

Meh!

He looks pious and you are being rude.

Whatever! Don't you dare to talk to him.You won't talk to any of my teachers and particularly to this person!

As you wish.

How would father react now?

My sisters are aware of my strange nature.They would understand that it was inevitable.They always expect something unexpected from me.So, yeah, they can understand me.

Brothers? They don't have enough time.They have their own worlds and their own pursuits.

Me? I have to go for a class and take a lecture on what is happening around the world.But I am not interested.He is my world.I want to know what is happening within his mind.He should tell me.

Bizarre.