O Captain! My Captain!

"Sir, why you are so humble?" Somebody asked him and he explained something which I couldn't listen.I didn't like being a student of the class that I never desired for.I was not interested in knowing him or anybody else around me.

Sir, why you are so humble? This is the question I wanted to ask you a year ago.

"I have read your messages.So, tell me now.

Nothing.

But you were saying....

It is actually nothing."

My questions have been changed.This time, I am curious.Why you have stopped encouraging me? Why you have turned a cold shoulder to me? Why don't you ask me about my studies? Why don't you appreciate me now?....why?...

I should grow up.People should act indifference and they shouldn't mean it.

Indifference doesn't suit him.He is someone who should always care for his students.He is an ideal teacher for he cares. He empathizes with every of his student.He is passionate and dedicated and everything that a good teacher should be.No. He is more than this.

He awakes your hidden capacities that you have kept dormant for so long.He instigates your skills to ooze out.He tells you who you are and how wrong you think about yourself of being incapable.He will soothe you if you fail and he will tell you that you are wonderful.See, he is more than ideal.

So, yes.It does make me feel sad that he no longer gives me attention.I miss him calling me "bachay ap confuse nai hn" 

I am confused.Tell me if it is me who is wrong or is it you who have stopped caring?

Tell me that I am wrong.I don't want to think about the second option.