Nothing Remains...

When you receive the message and stare at the screen for a while, ever happened? Has it ever happened to you that you wished to undo all the things that you have done and you want to just hide somewhere in the place where nobody can make you accountable for the things you have done?

You feel scary for you are being hated.You feel fretful because you are being treated harshly.You feel drained because you cannot reply.You feel that there is left no stamina to handle what is already worst.A coward in you curses you to start it again and a weaker part in you feels frightened.

It has happened to me.

I hate myself for I cannot cry.I repress and it is harder.I don't want to be invincible for a while.I just want to cry like a baby for once but I have always repressed and I am repressing.

I felt drained reading him.It was harsh or it was me who felt it that way.Writing heals the wound and so am I writing.He is inhumanly cold and I can never be forgiven.

Always misunderstood.

Always.