Invoking Lady Macbeth...

I carry two personalities within me.One is Zainab and the second is Ayesha.

Zainab has to be shy.She has to be reserved and has patience and chastity as the crux of her character.She has to be modest and kind.She has to be innocent.

Society likes it and she must have to be someone that is liked by society.

Just another girl.

Ayesha.

She has that gothic spark within her which makes her different from what Zainab is.She is so many things in her own little world.A girl who wishes to travel and visit all the libraries around the world.A girl who is perfect for herself and who has no need to grow her hair long because she knows that when she shakes her head, the way her wavy hair spread around her bare shoulder is remarkable.Marry Rapunzel.

No. Marry a bimbo who can arouse the wild desires within you.Get yourself married for the thousand time but mark my words, you will always want more from me.Why?

I am fascinating and I know it.

I love adventures.I love experimenting things.I have strange urge to spend my life with you because I know you can tell me so many things and I can have so many adventures with you.I always believed that my life should be more than this ordinary life.Why?

I worth it and I know it.

Ayesha wants to be your wife like that wife of the prophet- smart, intelligent and beloved.

This girl has so many shades and she knows it.

Peace.