On The Verge of Suicide...

"I don't want to go back...."  I feel pity for me when I talk to myself like this.How beautiful death can be.I have started feeling like Owaiz.He committed suicide recently.I am thinking on the same ground.I cannot afford his loss.I cannot.

You, My words, are the witness of the agony and the torture, I have always found myself in. I shouldn't have loved.I shouldn't have told myself that life can be a beautiful one.I should have remained in those dark depths.I shouldn't have dreamt of a peaceful life.

I feel so tired. I need rest. I need to rest permanently. If anything wrong happens then there are 100% chances that I will end up myself like Owaiz.

We are tormented souls.We can never find peace.

Peace.