Psychic Automatism...

When he states, it's a psychic automatism,he is referring to people like us.Who see nightmares, go under them into the profundity of our hearts and at night again unite with them to become depressed. His intention was to provoke our depression and smart was he, for he knew such people write only with feelings and not with reason.And those writings are most beautiful only for those who can feel the same insomnia,bipolar,sickness,severe headaches and it makes a beautiful depression.I am getting used to it.And it's becoming the part of myself.A worst in me.

Thither was a disruption when I didn't see any nightmare. But it's been a week that they're impinging on my sleeps again. Last night's dream left me speechless. It is growing on my nerves as even today I am experiencing the same state. It starts like this.

It was like I am trying to cry, but I couldn't and this is causing my throat to ache. Repressed sobs, a horror, darkness and a voice prevails.

Get here!. ... It's been a long time we didn't speak because I was awaiting for the same place to possess you again, I waited for the shocks to shock you again, I was waiting to have him destroy what was already broken.Now when you're possessed with the same pain come here,let me comfort you.You know it's me who can calm you.I am the one who deserve your remnant affection.Come here for i waited for you so long.

She handed me over a note.

'He has done it again let me soothe you as i am the one who deserves your remnant and stressed love.

M'

I was wrapping myself in the recess trying to avert the coming storm. Headache was growing faster and tightening my all nerves. I was feeling as if the nervous breakdown is approximate and the voice was acting like stabbing. I felt badly an urge to holler but I couldn't and this increased my pain and reached me more sick. I could only utter repressed sobs.