Little Me...

Your void eyes say that you're helpless.His dignified personality shakes when...and my heart trembles when i watch all this.

Moon glistens on our wounds and it get scratched a pain comes out.oh!horrible!

Have patience!

I can't!

Aren't you cried once like a baby.Where were your patience,then?.Ok!everyone breaks!

I,you,they,all of us!At least once in life time!

You both are so fragile to hold.So easily,one can break you.

Helpless creatures.

Who i am in your life?a satirist,who doesn't believe in your faith.An infidel!.And how you make me shut up when i utter reality.

Blah!blah!blah!

And when you both make me to understand "THINGS!"...I say "i hate you!"..Your silence tells me that 'i don't!'..Why can't i?!

Oh!I love you!...

Life might change my thinking.I am no one.I am neither deep like river nor open as book.I've to learn so many things.I've to become like them.I've to develop a thing in me which they call,faith!..I have nothing to tell you like a philosopher.I am a learner and i am learning things.I am embracing things that are hated by me.I am in agony.And they say this wound in me would lead me no where but to depression.Why don't they feel this pain?maybe,they have gone through this stage of mine and now they have become strong like a stone.Maybe,circumstances have changed them.One day,i might be changed by them as well.I am so little in this big and bigger world.So little.A worthless creature who when sees the glamor and darkness side by side,screams!

I tell them that how much i hate them!They just smile and don't answer.How they can read me?...

But do i hate?..They know very well.They see my breaking,my helplessness,my anxiety,my everything...Still,they stay silent.Why don't they scream like me?...

Why?!

What keeps them calm and relax?!!

They consider me a little foolish girl!

Am i?

Maybe, i am and maybe i am not.

I don't know if i made any sense or not.But if you don't have anything at least cry with me.Why stay silent?!..Ok,can't cry?!...Be with me when i scream!..Can't stay?!...

I hate you!

Still silent?!

I truly!

You don't!

Ok,i don't,Leave me alone!

Mad!

 You my dear sir!..I know you might be happy in your so big world.And in your world,i know there's no need of me.Still,dream a little dream of me.

 World is getting bigger by every day and i am so little in it.Wandering on unknown paths.Absorbing pain!Learning new things!I've nothing more to tell you like a wise man.I can make lies to my own self but i can be read by them.They know me very well and it irritates me!...

I can get broken so easily,you know!.Their daughter i am,after all!

A little fool.

Little me.