Why?

So,tomorrow was supposed to be my first day at college.But  not now,because i've to go and i've to be the part of an engagement ceremony of my cousin.

Venomous thoughts were cutting the nerves of my brain throughout the night.They say they think best for us....what type of elders they are who don't care for the fragile hearts who have been crushed by their ego.Ego shouldn't be more than relation and love.

Actually,the story is this that my cousin loved a girl and they both wanted to be get married.But proposals were refused by their families due to social differences(caste,sectors).Do they matter?no!they don't.Does Allah keep any difference while bestowing us blessings?Does sun shine only on those people who have superior caste?Does world is for only superior people?
Allama Iqbal said this in his own style:
 Yeh firkabandi hai kahi aur kahi zaatein hain
 Kiya zamanay mein punnay ki yehi batein hain?

  You split yourselves in countless sects,in classes high and low
 Think you the world its gift will still on such as you bestow?
I want to scream and tell all people around me that its cheap to think like this.If they both loved each others then this society-made things don't matter.

well,i am so helpless to do something for both of them.Tomorrow he'll be engaged with other girl.And his lover also might get engaged with other guy.I can just pray for both of them and for their happy future.But a word will always sting my thoughts "why"..they could live a happy life..they could be one..but sigh!

If this is world and these are customs and traditions and rules then kindly let me stay at my dark room and let not the rays of sun enter into it..because if they entered they might sting my thoughts....