Strange Attachment (2)

 I left her here...

At this stage of my life where going crazy over a thing is childish- I still went crazy seeing her. She shred mother, wife etc into a fine, tall and thin young girl. Her smile took me ten years back and helped me track my old identity where I used to consider myself a philosopher and were very proud of finding answers of all those questions which are still unanswered. She knows the naive me. She owns a part of me. She is my early understanding of this world, hence, my beginning was beautiful. 

Today, I experienced all the quantum physics concepts to be true. I found myself in the parallel universe where I could feel myself as an adolescent overwhelmed by her. I travelled time through her. She charged me with uncanny energy which took me past into years,where a college girl was sitting under an old and tall tree pondering over life. 

Standing there, she hit me hard with nostalgia.I commemorated all the phases of my life in a few moment. I wanted to tell my younger self that the unwavering emptiness that kept me captivated would soon going to be over but my mentor slipped into crowd and I couldn't even stop her. All I could do was to hold her hand and feel warmth and affection. She is divine and I carry a bit of her divinity within me. 

My mentor has acted in my life like that long road of Forest which Frost didn't take. I took it and it does have made a difference. She has transformed me into someone very sensible. She is beyond all the cliche and still delights my senses.

She adorably holds every colour of mine and would always be making me realize that I was chosen to be her shade.