The Woods Are Lovely Dark and Deep...

I have realized that I do not belong to this world and it is not a teenager's rambling.Its a very sensible assumption that can be supported by many facts.Perhaps, God has created another world for me where I would find no demon and the ghostly bodies that would scare me.Dear reader, I am scared.I am scared of my self-produced ghosts and their shadows.I am scared to death.I need silence and darkness around me.

I fear I would become the laughing stock.I fear I will be left alone by him.I fear I won't get love from my parents.I am frightened.

I love leaving places silently and I am wishing to leave this world silently as well.The good thing is that I was loved and I did love.The bad thing is it was for such a short period...

I was happy once and now that "once" is over.

I need eternal rest.