Incomplete One...

My dear Husband,

I am writing this to you because I am suffering from a mental agony.I will have to make somethings clear which might seem irrational and absurd.

You’re my biggest challenge and fear in my life.You make me depress by your non-existent presence.You,sometime,appear as a perfect escape from present situation and sometimes,a dreadful reality.I take pity on you for you’ll spend the rest of your life with me.Take pity on me,too,because I am suffering through the sea-saw of two extremes.For the one extreme,you’re a saviur and from the other,you’re an awful dream.

Dear unknown one,go easy on me as I am left with no more stamina.

Couldn't complete because I couldn't and never will.