Feelings of the Day:P

Feeling sad. What should I call It? selfishness or changes that time cause? I am one of those persons who always get themselves stuck in the past and I am bound to it. But weird thing happened today and I am feeling sad. But at the same time I'm indecisive in calling it most mean thing or merely a transformation. I was like that and I'm like that and perhaps, I'll always stay like this.

But then world forgets those who were at one time the only messiah for them. How cruel!

The tone that is empty of any sympathy and accent that is indifferent.Perhaps it's because i feel all the same but people don't.Maybe things and priorities have been changed for them.

I guess it was me who,when desired her they all get offended and now when i,apparently,don't have any contact with her they left her,too.Did i make her worthy? No.She never wanted neither you nor me.She was contended in her own world but was never indifferent at the same time.

wo b aye gi?

*answer must be confidential*

I don't know how to write my feelings here but it was a sad day.I promised myself that i won't change ever.I won't ever change my thoughts then no matter how much i'll pay for this.To pass the day,to pass the year,i'll accompany all of you but never in my heart you can replace that which is engraved forever.