A Letter To My Creator...

Hello!hey!:D

So tiresome is here,you know?.Oh,really!you know?!.Well,yes.You know all the things all the time.Almighty you are.I  thought to write you things,happening around me,a year ago but then i postponed.Why?because i waited things to get even more worst.Buh!kidding.Anyway,i didn't feel so because i thought there's no need to write you.You're watching already.Why i am doing so?because now i feel you're not watching.You are ignoring or any other thing but you're not paying attention and my life is getting miserable by every day.

Why you didn't make those pills useful which my mama swallowed to abort me?Why you put those dark days in my childhood when i was no less than a trash scattering on the paths of life?Why you didn't just make my life a normal one.This difference creates pain and the pain nourishes inferiority and inferiority produces wrath and wrath takes form of hatred.You know these emotions?Really?lolololololol.Tell me a thing how do you know?:P...I apologize in advance,it is not that easy to endure the torment but it's too easy to dig a pitfall.You're mighty and you can do whatever.But atleast go easy on me.You're making my life too hard to even breathe.It's on really a rough patch,you see.Troubles and worries are wearing me.I am tired.What it makes difference to you anyway?does it?answer!You won't ever.Because you are supposed to be silent on tragedies.Stay silent then and don't bother.

I am not true to my passions.I am not true to my life.I am not worth this life even.You've put me in trial.Sometimes,questions come in my mind that are too gentile in their nature.I don't let them to re-enter but then this is life you know.How long can i show my back to them?Human,i am.If they'll enter again what will i do?....Oh,you silent mighty being.

I watch a day when i will be loosing all the remnant strength in me and freeing my thoughts in the air.What would be left in me,then?A mere skull with out brain.A mere bosom without heart in it.A hollow soul searching for the people i have lost somewhere in my life.But what's gone is gone now.

I better stay silent too.Creation should follow the creator.I hope you won't make more fun of my life.I am sick of it and can't bear anymore.Reply me if you see this.I'll wait for your answer.Till then let me think more and more...\