Before I Sleep...
I am back after feeling a torment inside me.A struggle that resides in me.A soul that is stuck within me.I am back to write.But i'll write...atleast,i'll try to write less depressed words.Words that fail to express my emotions.Words that stab at my chest but find an emptiness.
I am not going to live like this.I can't bear the burden of thoughts.Can please somebody tell me how to be part with brain and heart?...I have thrown away my fears with every tablet. I've tried to remove everything with every session.Still,i am on medications and who knows when it is going to meet with an end...
But it must have an end because i've to live my life-a happy life,maybe.I've miles to go before i sleep...
P.S:a lame post,i know. Illogical picture.But i like it,so what?:P
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zarnab - nice to find you. I believe i followed a trail from over at Nevine's poetry.
ReplyDeleteartistic angst. the necessary evil of the creative mind. stay on the journey. your survival is worth it...your gift is valuable, your beauty obvious. Namaste'. keep writing.
Feeling happy to hear such words.Thank you:)
Deletenow keep going...
ReplyDeleteOh,Thank you so much for remembering me.:D
DeleteOnce I realized that fear does not exist
ReplyDeleteIt is simple to be rid of (what?) NOTHING!!!
I am learning that love--perfect love, which is reality, makes fear obsolete!
Ok...so why does it frighten me to write that to you?
B/c I not PERFECT, that's why. GOT it?
PEACE and LIGHT.
Oh...thank you for visit and comment to my blog...
ReplyDeleteI like what you wrote on this post, but disturbed by pills (do you take more than doctor prescribes?) and your possible depressive state.
We should exchange blog comments again.
Thank you so much for leaving such kind words here:).I am taking anti-depressant but according to the prescription.I mean,who wants to even take them:P...
DeleteFear of nothing...Really,this is what i am having.
For sure,we'll exchange.:)
This is what we call as creative writing and I like it. Your words flow with ease, thus you could convey well what's in your mind. Keep writing, Zarnab. :)
ReplyDeleteI really feel a spirit inside me..a writing spirit that urges to write.Only then,when you people say such kind words.:)
DeleteThanks alot...
I hope you'll be patient with yourself my dear... ♡
ReplyDeleteI am taking anti-depressants, too. It makes me feel not necessarily normal, but I am better when I do take it.
Much love to you and God bless ♡
'It makes me feel not necessarily normal, but I am better when I do take it.'...indeed,its true!...
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for remembering me:)