THE LOVER'S KNIFE

(hey!momina it's CHAAPA!:p i thought you would like it)

Take the blade and stab me at my best.
A simple swift movement through my chest
The pain will last for a while, if not less.
As the crimson liquid slowly drips
Bit by bit, it flowed to my finger tips
Little by little, I lost my grip.
Few, gentle, light words flew from my lips.


“Please, don't, wait”
But I can see it's already too late
You couldn't give me last embrace
It was a cruel slap to my face
I felt like a mistake, a complete disgrace


With a silver blade
My heart beat slowly fades.
With the sharp simple knife
My lover ended my life
I've never realized then
what I've realized now
I can't go back to then
To something we could've been


Fast forward a few years
I am here drowning in my fears
In a tidal wave of my tears
This was something my heart couldn't bare
And I knew you wouldn't care.


With a silver blade
My heart beat slowly fades.
With the sharp simple knife
My lover ended my life
I've never realized then
what I've realized now
I can't go back to then
To something we could've been


I was left alone
I can safely say I am nothing but stone
Something stiff, something cold
I can never be something that is gold


I promise I will never let my guard down again
I will start from where I have made my end
This time I'll be the one to deal the damage
I'll be the lover with the knife
And I'll aim to end another's life.